Degree in BABM

i had been start my degree life for 1 month..

No F&B class.. No Housekeeping class.. No Event & planning class..

no have hotel life for me anymore..

As i chose another subject for my new life..

- Business Administration Business Management(BABM)~University of Sunderland,UK-

3 months for me to think about that..

should i continue my degree in hotel management or not...

always look back to my internship life.. am i suitable for this job..

YES.. i enjoy my internship very much

BUT..that is not my ideal life..

LIFE like a normal waitress without a proper shift..

NO public holiday.. NO flexible salary..

SO...I choose to not continue my hotel life although i love cooking and planning events..

Now~

I start feeling stress..

Izit because of i not study in diploma in BA..

I'm not sure bout that..

I can't understand actually what my lecturer want..

No Definition??? just Example??

i always feel that the case lecturer used are no related with the note..

but other people are agree with lecturer..

>.<

Assignment is coming..

some of the subject is fulling assignment..

Yet~ i'm not prepare well~!!

the exam fees is expensive..

as i straight continue my degree in year 2..

the exam fees is 250pound..

convert to RM equal to 1206..

what i stress is year 3 exam fees..

1000 pound.. equal to RM4825.49

CRAZY..~!!!!

how dare i tell my mum this amount..

where should i find this money if i dun let my parents know about this...

i wish to do some part time job~!!

but.. i already cant catch up for my studies..

i cant think for my part time job to earn money anymore..T.T

But i see other seniors..

i just want to say~!!

WHY UR DEGREE LIFE SO EASY..

HANGOUT..SHOPPING..TRAVELLING..CLUBBING..

when I want to hangout. start think about my homework..

when i want start my homework..fall asleep..

when i fall asleep..

of course..

my homework delay and delay until last minute..

yet.. still cant work out a right homework..

别人说的： 加油~!!!!!

： 你得比别人还要用功。。

： 你放多一点心思再你的功课。。

之类之类的话。。

我都有记得。。

但。。

不明白。。想问老师-但不懂怎样问。。

S.O.S。。